Dear are always so thoughtful. I remember telling him that i wish to see him performing lion dance as i never seen before. And just after a few days, he sent some pictures of him to me (above) and he's wearing his favourite colour on, looks really nice. really hope i'll ever had a chance to see the 'live' one.
yeah, finally i went back to sg. sorry if i didn't get to meet some of my friends out there cos it's only 3days. i expect more but.. no choice. I can only said that it's fun but not perfect. something happened half way through on the 2nd day. again, no point telling cos it's already over. im really glad to meet all my sisters, especially my joker. im pretty nervous before meeting him, and i kept disturbing siman mei, lol. but after meeting him, he's still the same. i can even say that the feeling are stronger.
on the 3rd day, actually planned to do the same thing, meet everyone in my house but just because something happened yesterday, so cancelled. i told myself, no matter what i wanna meet dear. i planned to asked dear come during midnight and i'll let him come in my house but he only agree to meet outside the window of my room. before that, he kept saying that he don't know if he wanna come, but in the end he came without telling me.. a surprise from him =) another surprise, he brought the baby monkey i gave to him, and he spray the smell of his perfume on it so that i can smell it when im missing him.. it's really so sweet of him. my heart's beating, it has been beating all the way like before.
when i get back to thailand, i asked him.. is he happy this time when im back? he said ok only cos i can't get to go out with him. but actually i know that, he's the happiest one. i saw those pictures that i took with him, the way he hugs me, the sweetest smile on his face, i never seen him smiling happily like this on a picture before. can anyone see it? i can feel it..Y
