.Wednesday, July 25, 2007 ' 6:24 PM Y
没有 joker 的日子,第 2 天。From today on, i will be eating vegetables. but im not bcoming vegetarian, just suddenly feel like eating veges only. Had a dream about joker last night.. i dreamed that i went back to sg and was wanted to meet him. Didn't had a great chance cos in the end my dad saw and all.. it seems so real. something which makes me feel better from the dream which is, i didn't dream that we are already seperated :] when im awake in the morning, i called him again. i called him almost everyday but he didn't answer me for even one time and it's ok.. cos i left him when he needed me the most, things should be like this. i just couldn't control myself from calling him but i hope he'll never answer my call and don't ever answer. Today is the 2nd last lesson of driving.. I learned to reversed and parking. It's pretty difficult.. But teacher said if i can really do it well on my parking and reversed, it then counted as GOOD. When im on the way back home, i was dreaming about if i could ever drive the car around with joker, bringing jojo and milo for a beach walk.. and im only dreaming..Good day baby..iloveu.