.Sunday, July 29, 2007 ' 12:45 AM Y
没有 joker 的日子，第五天。im so scared.. im really afraid that i would wrote till "第十天", it sounds so long without him.. and im so scared. it's 1year 3months relationship.. nothing worth so much for him to look back.. nothing worth so much for him to even ask a why.. Ever since the day i broke up with him, i was wondering.. why didn't he ask me 'why' and why.. And why he never had the feelings of 舍不得. why didn't he turn around and look at everything.. i can't live without him but im letting him go.. im being like a crazy. im mad.. im going insane. i need him.. i want him to hear what i wanna say. but i can feel that i'll speechless if he really answer my call.. i really love u. alot alot.. the relationship that we built are not something that can earse from my mind easily.. the everything everything that we had together, it's not anymore now.. not anymore now.and i love u.
