.Tuesday, July 31, 2007 ' 9:18 PM Y
没有 joker 的日子，第八天。This morning, the first thing i do when i wake up is to call joker. I call and call yeah, the phone is off. unexpectly, i guess he went in. Firstly, many people including him thought that it'll only be probation. But after i heard what joker told me about the counselling he had, i know its a slim chance having probation. They even ask questions about me.. And also asking other those really ridiculous one, doesn't concern to the case at all. that's why he's hot tempered again. I called his mommy and she was really sad. she told me joker's eyes were red too but he still act like he's ok, just because he doesn't wants his mom to be sad. and yeah.. this is always him. i suddenly realised that im really gonna live without him this time.. it's the real one this time. i don't like to miss a thing. i still wanna hear what he says, and i'll do like what he wants. this will also be the last chance between us..
