.Saturday, August 4, 2007 ' 4:56 PM Y
没有 joker 的日子, 第12 天.I went to Bangkok out of a sudden last night. my dad just suddenly called to the office and asked one of the worker to buy an air ticket to bangkok for me.. and i pack my things so fast, didn't had a chance to catch a break all the way after work. I hope this Bangkok trip would be a great holiday for me.. This morning, wakeup and the FIRST thing i do is call Jo's mom. She told me that when she went in to the place and saw Jo that moment, he cried like a small boy.. Just the feeling telling that he's missing mom. I've been through this.. just like the very first time i went to visit my bro.. ='] Jo actually promised his mommy that he'll be a good boy inside, and if he can do it, he'll be releasing on Nov. There's nothing much that he worry about outside, but his family.. that is why i love this guy.. he loves his family and that is the beautiful thing about him =] He wrote a letter home.. There's something he wants meihui (sister) to tell me after she read the letter. AND IT MAKES ME SO EXCITED OK =x but i guess still have to wait for a few weeks? :( he's suffering inside.. it really makes me feel so bad after hearing this. he asked, if i'll wait for him.. And Jo's mom asked me too. My answer is surely 'YES'. but i don't wish to let him knows that im waiting.. i want him to think about the everything everything about us, and ask himself "why she wanna break with me.." Im not being cruel that im giving a person who's already inside pressure.. is just that, if i've decided to love him, i'll be with him forever.. so i need an answer from him !!! Anutie also told me that.. Jo might be very hot tempered at times and yelled at people, saying "if u don't want then don't want lah!" he act like he don't care.. but actually, he cares alot :[ acually this one i know, is just that he don't know that im also this kind of person, hiak* :pI MISS MY BABY JO!!!!
