.Thursday, August 9, 2007 ' 11:25 PM Y
没有 joker 的日子，第 17 天。one of the worker here had just gave birth today, same birthday as singapore :) but too bad he's not a singaporean :/ so nothing special to them also, lols. Just know something but not confirm yet.. but my heart ache once i know about it. I don't know maybe i too sensitive already. but i just feel something so strange. its all extra talking too much over this, cos.. i don't wish to say what it is that i found out :( yesterday went drinking with my brother. we talked alot.. somehow when i talked about his past for going in prison, he like so guilty. i told him that, whenever i went to visit him that time, there's a guy at the counter very guai lan, i see his face i wanna slap. just look at the way he treat people, shouting and screaming at an old lady because the old lady is late for the visiting appointment, so heartless can -.- however, he always have mercy on me. i still remembered that time im working at pub. for example i wake up at 12p.m, i live tampines, i have to take the train to yew tee and walk a veryyy long dist.with my heels to the prison. i have to reach there at 2pm. after that i have to go to work straight cos i have to reach pasir panjang at 6. im never late for work, but im always late for the visit cos i don't have enough sleeps. i went back home around the time of 3am - 5am sometimes.. but i have to wake up at 12.. -.- everyday like that. so poor thing, but still must visit my bro.so ever since im together with Jo, i quit my job!!!! cos all my time are delicated to him only :) now i think back.. my life are like a rubbish last time. really like a rubbish..
