.Wednesday, August 1, 2007 ' 10:55 PM Y
没有 joker 的日子,第九天。Jo's mom said that she'll be visiting him on this coming saturday. We talked quite alot on the phone, and she suddenly asked "is there anything you want me to tell him?" it's so funny.. I couldn't speak any single words out from my mouth. Then jo's mom said "don't worry, just say anything you wanna tell him and i'll pass the message to him." In the end i just said that "Send my regards to him, ask him takecare." no.. that's not what i wanna say to him. i've got alot to said to him. but, just don't feel like telling.. and i miss him so much. knowing that he's suffering now, it makes me feel so uncomfortable.