.Thursday, September 13, 2007 ' 12:58 PM Y
没有 joker 的日子, 第52天
It's 13th Sep today.. A very Happy Birthday to my dearest Rachel* :] Hais.. real sad also. Last year cannot celebrate with her, this year also cannot. I guess this year my birthday also have to celebrate here.. nobody will ever understand this kind of feelings :( However, i just hope that my sisters can enjoy their birthday to the fullest! :] Happy birthday !!!!
Sometimes, there're always something which are not too convenient to post out here, or instead shouldn't have said it too obvious. I've been thinking alot this few days. I realised that, i love him alot but i hate him alot too. I don't know how can i say.. But those problems between us, are STILL exist. Though i've been writing letters to him, asking him about this & that already. But i still feel uncomfortable unless he's now right infront of me and explain everything to me.. Am i seems like a trouble maker? that's because i had alot of doubts between us. I couldn't deny and i have to face the fact........ Everything's not too ok.. So i don't have to act like everything's ok.
