.Thursday, October 18, 2007 ' 11:11 AM Y
It's been damn long since i blog.. Well because, i don't know how shall i start posting on.. cos, too many things had happened. I'll be back to sg on November :] This is one of the news i could bring.. And out of a sudden paul, choi and shannon all released together.. but 2years back they also went in out of a sudden together, hah.. -.- But i'm really happy :]
My baby is coming out today. I can get to talk to him in a few hours more :] I guess i think too much then i dreamed of something kinda terrible last night.. I went to fetch baby at changi prison, when we saw other, without a single word we ran and hug each other so tightly.
Then i told baby that : dear, didn't you realised that i've slim down?
baby said : no, not at all. why?
I said : cos i've took some diet pills these days....
And baby got so angry when i told him this and he push me aside and went away.. HAHA. My dreams are always so dramatic but i don't know why also.. :]
Past few days, I asked choi that why Guoyang didn't bother to write letters to me anymore.. And choi told me that because he was angry with me. I was really disappointed and angry. He's angry with me, and im even more angry with him. well, maybe because i'm not in his shoe, so i don't know how will he feels.. But being 'angry' with me is something that makes me so disappointed to know as a sister. He's indeed so unfair to me.. Maybe 'sister' is just a name of his own use, but in his heart im morever just a 'friend' only.. If he ever treat me as a sister, he should have put some thoughts for me.
Anyway, what's over is already over.. Maybe moving on is what i should really do. Stuck in the past or awaiting for something are just causing me too busy and worry.. fuck everything
