My uncle called again that day saying that jojo is back.. I don't quite believe in him. Cos when he told me that jojo is lost, I called to my dad and complained to him. I want him to answer me. Then my dad says he'll find back my dog. I feel like asking him, what he can or gonna do to find him back? -.- but i never. After not long, my uncle then say that the dog is back.. So, should i believe or not? My brother also tried to help me asked my uncle again and ask him not to lie.. Then my uncle was like kinda angry and say that if we don trust him then don't ask anymore. Anyway, whether my little jo is really back or not, i also don't know.. I can't do anything to know also. So then, i try to think in this way... Praying hard that he'll be alright, as long as he's doing fine outside now, i'm ok ='(

I told Stella about one of my true reasons why am i so overeacted about this dog matter. Then she says that, maybe this incidents are linked and was trying to tell me something. Actually that's what i think so, but maybe i was too over depress nowadays that's why i'll have many visions in my mind.. So never mind, i shouldn't keep having those bad pictures in my mind. Just as long as everyone is happy. This is the frequent quote i used these days.. And it comes out from my heart sincerely =]

I don't know what's happening to me nowadays. I turn in at 5 in the morning and wakeup 10 in morning everytime. OMG, so tired... I tried to go back and sleep but just couldn't fall asleep back. Maybe is because of the pills i took.. i know that the side effect is that will have sleepless night. But i took for almost half a month already.. All the way was ok until now. So, i got very pekcek easily.. And very headache and restless :(

I've got a news here. My dad finally allowed me to take the Cosmetic courses. This is what i'm really interested in and wanted to learn so much but I never really told anyone before cos kinda unrealistic. My dad actually wants me to take the hotel managment courses but i'm confused. So he doesn't wants to force me too but he said if i really wanna learn about cosmetic, i should get those professional one to learn. hey pls, of course i know. but the problem is, to me.. The best place to learn Cosmetic is hongkong, japan or rather paris right? haha. as for here i don't know.. However, basic course will took for about 2-3months only. So after i got a certificate for basic course, i'll upgrade myself in sg better :) Now big jo is striving hard for his perfomance, i should jiayou also :) yay~