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.Tuesday, October 30, 2007 ' 9:59 PM Y

Yesterday night, just right before turning in,

I was wanted to put some lotions on my leg.

Frankly, I don't have the habit of putting lotions. (besides my face)

But because of the weather here, i have to.

One of a sister here told me that,

it's better to use those shower foam with lotions.

But i don't like.. cos it'll feels like as if the shower foam are not totally wash off

And somemore.. Like i said.. I don't have the habit of putting lotions

I thought that my leg will be ok cos i'm wearing pants all the time,

and it mignt not turn too dry or what..

so i'll only put lotions about twice a week or so...

And this is how my leg looks like now.......

Like the iguana skin, haha ;x

I'm so sad lor :'( I was so shock when i saw my leg like this

and i like crazy keep asking myself "why like that, why like that???" lols.

Actually, past few days i did saw alittle on my knees there..

Then i thought it's not a big deal.

Then slowly it spread and spread =/

spread until my thigh there also have.

But i use my nails to scrub softly, its like peeled off

I mean, it's currently peeling itself..

And will grow new fairer skin, kinda good also :p

Sometimes i really prefer hot weather.. =/

My mom called me today and told me that my dad went back phuket yesterday

and it's true that jojo is there..

Don't know man, but i still have doubts.

Unless i saw him in my own eyes =/

Past few days, i had a dream about this matter also.

I dreamed that i went back to phuket,

and i saw jojo from far.. OMG, he's so big size already. like jumbo haha.

So i went nearer and i look at him, he's NOT jojo at all !

they go get a dog that looks kinda alike with my jojo and bluff me!!

Then i was damn angry cos they LIED.

So i told my brother about this dream and he asked me,

if dad really go get a dog that looks totally alike with jojo, will i know or not..

And OF COURSE i will know lor.. pls, Don't be stupid.

They don't know anything special about my jojo but i know ok.

He got one very special style when he sleeps, like BBQ PIG haha.

And he got skin irritation on his head before,

then the doctor shave his hair in the middle botak,

and now grow new hair already but is brown in colour.

And many many more.

So no need to even try to make up one fake jojo for me.

I miss him so much ='(

goodnight..................>Y

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