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.Saturday, March 8, 2008 ' 5:10 PM Y


Wakeup kinda early today..

With a kind of feeling that i'll be going back to days when i'm all alone..

My brother and sis-in law is leaving to singapore today.

They won't be coming back anymore.

I will be staying here alone.. I will be alone again.

I know that i can do it.. I know that i can take care of myself.

I know that i've been alone before...

but, i don't want to be alone anymore,

I don't want anyone that i love to leave me anymore..

I smile to my brother last night and told him that i'm going to sleep...

When i lie on my bed and turned off the light, I cried so badly.

I don't want to sleep.. I don't want them to leave me.


I always cry to my brother and he'll always listen to me.

My sis in law will always cook for me whatever i like to eat.

I always scream when i saw cockroaches and my brother will kill it for me.

My sis in law would always cheer me up when i'm feeling moody.

I'm never afraid of any obstacles cos i know they're here with me...


I tried my very best to speak out my mind..

Tried to show that i've already grown up..

Try not to cry when im sad..
but still, it's never enough.

I understand that in life, there will always be something that you don't like,

but still, you gotto do it.

So i promise, i'll tried my very best to learn what i hate to learn,

to do what i don't want to do,
and to live like i'm very happy.

as long as my brother don't have to worry anymore..

I know that i'll be going back soon..

But I don't know how to move on to reach the goal.

I'm so afraid of this and that...

Just out of a sudden, everything is gone..


I really wish that i could call you now and tell you that im feeling very sad..

I wish to tell you that im afraid of being alone.

I really hope that you can tell me not to worry and everything's gonna be alright.

I wish that i could speak out everything from my heart to you..

I really hope.... I really do.

But i know it's impossible..
Things will never be the same like last time anymore..

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