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.Thursday, May 22, 2008 ' 8:35 PM Y

I'm back to Thailand, it's really sucks.
I hate this kind of feeling..
Especially when I'm waiting for departure,
I wish I could stuck at ARRIVAL HALL FOREVER.
the feeling sucks
As usual.... very very sad.
Morever, I'm leaving sg with worries and sadness this time.
What a heavy feelings...

I woke up at 7:30 this morning to see Jo,
and went to the airport straight from there.
He's getting better and better each day, so happy :)
I played a song from my phone at his ear,
and that very memorable song that we used to sing together makes me cry.
So after that I was alright until... When I'm leaving........
I speak very softly at his ear saying "dear dear 我要走了..."
Then Jo's mom keep saying "开眼睛，samantha 要走了"
I know he's angry.. Just that he couldn't express it out.
He just kept moving his hand but didn't open his eyes.
I gave a peck at his cheek and walk away with my eyes full of tears :'(

Yesterday, meimei manage to make Jo open his eyes,
And he opened it up wide staring at me !!
I'm so touched at that very moment and I cried !!
He was really looking at me
When his eyes was opened, he roll and look at me,
I felt like he knew it was me beside him cos I keep talking to him...
I'm very very touched.
I will be back again very soon
and I made a promised to him..
I will not break it.

Jo told his friend that on our 2nd year anniversary,
He wanna bring me to here..
But that day we quarreled.
And that's how the diamond ring that he bought for me dropped out.
I hit the wall in the toilet.. cos very very angry with him.
If he would to tell me earlier, maybe we might not quarrel....
But I know him well, he just wanted to give me a surprise.
I'm full of regrets.
Just keep mumbling at his ear saying "waiting for you to bring me to the sg flyer ok!!!!!!"

Meet my baobei rachel on Saturday to visit Jo together.
Rachel was going to cry when she saw him, I know !
cos it's really sad...
On the next day, went to visit Jo with baobei stella also,
And she cried... I told them so.
They surely cry...

He held my hand very very tight.
Picture taken by baobei meihui
She helped me to open Jo's hand..
He's squeezing too tight and it's too hard to open.
I faster slip in my hand for him..

So I was telling him, "deardear you are holding my hands :D "

Meet up with Angela on Thursday :)
It's been 1year plus since we meet up, miss her though.
Half way through she has got a appointment,
so meanwhile I went to visit Jo, and we gather after that with xiao ming.

And I took this when we are waiting for cab,
which is so damn long.
Don't know what they talking about also
haha cos I nothing to do :p

(this is for my dearest sister.... and I like to call her ah gong, hehe..)

* I'm really very happy to have a ah siao sister.
She's so sweet with her little msg for me.
It's really really sweet..
But I cannot share with everyone here, sorry.. hehe.
She really helped me alot alot.
Sometimes it's because of her,
I then got the chance to get closer with Jo even though we are far apart.
I will miss her, I'm gonna miss her.
Especially those laughter we had together these days which makes us closer.

Love you a lot, my dearest MEIHUI :)

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