.Monday, May 12, 2008 ' 8:43 PM Y
The sunshine has come after rain..
Baby is getting better and is on the way to wake up now !
Thanks to meimei's msg that night, it was a great goodie news to me.
I had a very nice sleep after reading it.
Sis told me that baby has got reaction when he heard "samantha" !!
SO HAPPY CAN !
But I think he would jump off the bed immediately if he heard "bingbing" hehe..
Left one more steps darling.. Open your eyes....... step by step.
yes, you can do it...
we'll be meeting in 2days time, don't worry babe, I'm coming !
Actually I shall post longer
cos since that I'm feeling better right now,
cos my mood swings always..
Past few days I was like damn jialat.
I never been sleeping for 3days,
I cannot believe it..
I used to ask Jo "I don't know what kind of person are you, cos you can don't sleep for 3days."
Baby, now I know already.
And I know why you snore so loud last time..
I feel really bad about this matter,
I cannot stop myself from repeating the last conversation that me and Jo had before this accident.
I was lecturing him..
asking him to go find a job.
And I can still ask stupid questions like, "现在怎么办？! 现在怎么办???"
as he has got some prob recently
which makes he himself don't know what to do neither.
And my attitude really sucks.
So I keep think alot,
I wonder if this really gonna be our lasssst conversation,
I will feel regret FOREVER.
I haven't show him my new tattoo yet,
he likes monster face alot alot la.
And Joshua said Jo planned to give me a surprise on June to Thailand here,
I thought we can have the chance to travel together !
And most importantly..
he haven't tell me something very very important and mean alot to me !
So I cannot just let anything happen to him like that.
And the last damn thing that Jo argue with me is facebook, I cancel already !!!
I know he'll never give up
and he's so strong okay..
This was just a peanut to him.
ermmm.. maybe it's a test for us also.
But we can do it..
We've gone through lots of ups and downs.
Just like what Jo had told me...
"this is our confirm de FEELING .."
If this happens to me,
I believe he would do the same too.
I pray... everyday and night for you !
GET WELL SOON BABYYYYYYYY !
