.Thursday, June 12, 2008 ' 9:04 PM Y
I called 3 times he then finally look up ! =.=
Anyway, I've been keeping a terrible feeling inside for so long..
I just can't seems to let it go or make it better.
I really miss baby alot alot, it's ALOT
and how shall I put in words to describe, I just can't.
I really hope I can tell him like how I used to tell him before.
I'm in a situation now where, I care for him so much,
but I just can't show them out to him at all.
Now the future are like totally unpredictable to me.
I can't see anything further.
I'm really afraid.. Afraid all this crap.
I know I shouldn't be thinking alot...
But since young, I got a habit, which is prepare for the worst.
I hate disappointments, and I always try not to make it happen.
At the end of the day, if I don't get what I want,
all I always do is to make up lies to myself,
and I took a long time to accept the fact indeed.
There are alot of things that had happened these days...
I hate it.. I don't feel like I'm very lucky all along or so,
But why does big storm always come to me all in a time out of a sudden?
The feeling are just like, I'm trying so hard to chase them all away
but they come and come and come and come and come to me
ALL THE TIME
but don't worry,
I'm just trying to puke everything out to my blog
I will be strong, for you I can !!!
Click on the picture to the game.
This game call "The impossible quiz"..
It's really a crap to me but somehow after you begin the game,
you won't feel like ending it.
And their questions and answers make me sick !
But somehow I can laugh like crazy..
You wanna know what really "LAMEEE" is ? try this test.
