.Thursday, June 26, 2008 ' 7:57 PM Y

This plate of Chawanmushi reminds me of him.
The last day we met,
was when we went to eat sushi together.
We saw a couple sitting next to us
were like so sweet feeding each other.
Baby will always notice me whenever we saw this kind of thing.
He then says "you want me to feed u too right....
I won't do this kind of mushy thing in public one lor."
then I said "I also never say I want =.= "
Actually, he can reads my mind.. ha ha ha :p
He suddenly order this,
but he cannot pronounce the words,
I keep laugh like mad girl.
When the food came,
He scoop one spoon and said "arrrrr..."' (open your mouth)
And we looked at each other and smile..
We're really very happy that day :)

Honestly, I wasn't really feeling alright these days.
Neither do I wanna elaborate what had causes me this way...
I just typed out whatever I feels like typing out.
Not really everything from my mind...
Not really in a detailed way.
I know you won't be reading it anymore..
Somehow this blog is part of a way for me to talk to you.
You will always tag me without typing out your name,
but I know it's you..
I replied in a way that I didn't know it was you,
cos I know if I do, you will not tag anymore.
I look into my msn contact,
seeing your name just makes me feel something..
Will you still come online, I think not at the moment of time.
I don't really bother my handphones anymore,
not like in the past that I would still put beside my pillow near my ear,
so that I will not missed your call......
Have I told you that you are so sweet... it's true.
There's just this feeling, thought I had to get going.
Got too scary, got too big,
got to get out of here.
but now I don't know how to get home.
I'm a thousand miles away and lying next to you.
Every little things around me, reminds me of you, only you.