.Tuesday, September 16, 2008 ' 4:30 PM Y
13th Sep :
I know I was kinda late to post about 13th's stuff....
But still, I wanna delicate this little space,
specially to my dearest sister..
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Me, Rachel and Stella will always celebrate our birthday together every year.
No matter what plan was going to be,
3 of us will definitely be include.
I'm sad to say, for this year,
it's another year without me for rachy's birthday..... (.:*_*:.)
All I can say to her is, I am sorry sis...
We've been celebrating together since we were 10.
I know it's kinda very sad without me =/
But I promised, next year I will be there alreadeeee !!!!
So this is the birthday gift which I bought for her since 1weekplus ago.
Until now, Rachy haven't get to receive it yet.
Thanks to my co-worker.
I've checked with her yesterday
and she told me that it was an unregistered mail.
I don't understand why...
But I was thinking, why is she so assure that
the thing inside the box isn't something very important? :)
Anyway I was told that the post office will revert back to me if it's undelivered.
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I'm eating.
Coffee aka Kopi, haha
Sammy with a short hair.
I didn't know that my hair was so layered
that I can actually make it short like this.
Actually, I'm really on a phone call.
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Sometimes I felt that,
god must be kidding me....
Whenever I thought that
I can begin to live a life of ease,
there will always be something "funny" that happens.
And now, I felt that I've finally had one of my "dreams come true",
but something ruined everything ridiculously.
And that "something" ain't anything big,
but it can be linked to alot of big things.
When I try to look back,
my happiness are just like a candy that will melts away very quickly.
There's really nothing that I can do but to fuck it.
I felt that, ultimately the ending are
just a joke
it's a prank
something's fooling me.
You feel like laughing at yourself so much,
but you couldn't laugh the hell out of it.
You know..........
Sigh, I am really uncomfortable..
