My Diamond Sea ....

2010-09-13T22:29:00.002+08:00

2010-08-24T22:04:00.003+08:00

One of the night, cannot remember when.....
Went down PS to meet all my colleagues to Boat Quay and drink...
We are all desperate for drinking session. Lol..
Very happy cos we had so much fun..
Unhappy cos Hubby cannot drink, and his colleagues all bad friend...
Most of our pictures he's in super red face,
so I decided not to post some of them out le.. :(

So luckily before we started drinking, we took 1 nice nice de... Hehe

Me, Essie & Gianna.

Another day... When me & hubby had our 2nd offdays together:
While we're preparing to go out..............

We headed down to Cine for a sushi lunch...
After that, watched Step Up 3 together.. It's suuuuuuuuuper nice!
Hubby said he don't mind watching another 4more times together, lols..
Next, we took a neoprint and ultimately it was ugly, I don't like it :(

So we use our phone and took the above pictures together..
Hehehe And it's so much better :D

Time flies and we're together for a month already..
But of course it's never enough to me.
I can see the path ahead us, we'll be walking together....
I never thought that I would find someone who's so sweet and kind like you.
You're the only one who makes my love life filled with colours.
I am so blissful to have you by my side..
KEATS (("v")) SAMANTHA

2010-08-15T18:32:00.003+08:00

THE HOT STONES, @ Clark Quay.............

All the best SAM !!!

Gianna & Skye.

My dear ah tao... Brandon.

BBQ Starttttts now....

Sam & Sammy...

My dear Essie & meee

She said we look like les in this pic....... lol

PSJ group photo...
At the same time, share with everyone, the original team of PSJ..
That was when I first joined the company...

Look at my hair, it's still longlong.. and I'm wearing trainee uniform.. Hehehe
Exactly 1 year ago.

Essie, me & Nicky @ Company's D&D last year.
My 2 best buddy in company...
Some has already left the company, and some are transferred, sad*
Really miss those team spirit we had together last time.

Taken few days back when me & my dear had the same offday...
We spent the whole day together with Rachel, and after that her boyfriend joined us for movie.

GTG... Will update soon again ! loves~

2010-08-06T13:55:00.002+08:00

Hello everybodeeee ~ Finally got the freeeeee time to update!

One fine day, I couldn't remember exactly when, cos until now then update hehe....
Drove down to JB with hubby <333>
We went to eat good food and after that go to his house and meet his daddy,
and we eat good food again.. So basically we were like eating the whole day :]
Couldn't believe it, but it's the fact..
We've only got 1 damn fucking off day together last month =.=
ONE DAY ONLY!! We thought that we're from different outlet,
so meeting offdays together are easy.. Sigh* but that isn't the case =/
Anyway, at least this month better.. We've got 4days :]
Although we met everyday during work, even after work..
But able to spend the whole day together
and meeting after work with that few little hours are different okayyyy....

4th Aug (Wednesday):

Went for a supper after work with PSF (LeeHwa) colleagues...
When we arrived I suuuuuuper excited cos it's THAI FOOD!! omg
Nobody will ever knows how much I misses THAI FOOD.
And when I mention Thai Food, it's the REAL thai food.
I believe Sg currently has a lot of Thai restaurants but it's not the real taste at all...
So I actually enjoyed this supper the MOST but they are very spicy, slurrrp*

Tomorrow, which is Saturday will be PSJ's turn.
Supper + farewell + celebration. Farewell for my 2nd in-charge...
He has been posted to Aspial, new shop @ Airport, 'all the best!'
and celebration for my promotion last month, yay!!~~~ hehe... Congrats me!!

2010-07-22T15:04:00.003+08:00

On the way to work......

At cousin's house....

My bro and me :]

2010-07-21T11:53:00.007+08:00

Finally, here's my latest update.... I really don't know if I should continue blogging,
cos ever since I started working, I can rarely update anything to my blog =/

Anyway, I am sick AGAIN.. I don't know is it because my body is weak or the weather is bad.
The very last time when I had a fever was only like last month..
Now I'm having cough, sore throat and flu....
I don't feel good to get a MC too, as our shop are currently lack of man power. =/

So yesterday, my love was off but he came down all the way to drive me home..
He cook me herbal tea and bought me fever pad.
I am so touched when I was drinking the tea he cook for me in the car, hehe.. very sweet :D
Although the taste was quite......... lol but he cooked it for me !!

I am single for 1year plus already.. I took so much courage to accept a new relationship again.
I don't know why but I tend to always lock myself up..
Prevent myself from knowing new people.
Refuse to give chances to others and myself...
Past few days, I saw the guy I like for almost a year..
The one whom I would write a little in my blog at times...
I got myself stuck to him for almost a year, when alot of people know that we're impossoble.
He's older than me 10years.. And I guess we're just friends and colleagues.
He left the company and at the beginning it was really hard to accept..
I keep think of him even though he's left.
UNTIL, that day when I saw him again by coincidence,
my heart was so sure and it tells me that it's over.
My sight was the guy I like almost a year, but my heart only has my boyfriend.
I was surprised with my "very sure" feeling... It was so sure.
Even for now, I dare to write all these down in my blog to tell everyone..
Cos I really put down the past already.. I just wanna start everything new with my babe!!

Bless us !!

Me & my bb Rachel....

I love this song very much.. And there is eng translation which exactly sings how I feel !! Hehe...

2010-06-29T12:42:00.006+08:00

HONESTLY, sometimes I really don't know what I want in my life......
I admit that I often wish for something which isn't very realistic.
In fact, I keep imagine that I could live the life I always wanted...

When I was in Thailand, my mind everyday was only thinking of going HOME.
Keep wanna go home, keep wanna go home and keep wanna go home...
I always wished that I'll be able to go back Sg the very next morning when I wake up..
I always told my friends, I wrote in my blog, how fucking much I wanna go back.
Now that I'm back here.. And I'm back for already 1year 4months...
About a few months back, I begin to have this feeling that I wanna go back to Thailand....
Tsk tsk, I don't know what to say. I asked myself many times, what exactly I really want??
I also don't know.... =( Am really confused....

Maybe because after I came back,
The feeling isn't as good as how I imagined it when I was in Thai.
As in... Things always changed, a lot of things had changed.
I felt that I've got nobody and nothing left here..
I don 't have any feeling like I wanna stay here for somebody or
I wanna stay here for something.. No goal, no inspiration, nothing.

I rather go back to Thailand and live my life alone like how I did it in the past....
At least I'm living somewhere nobody knows me..
Though Bangkok is also a city, but lifestyle there were slow and relax.
I love everything there.. When I was there, I never felt so stress like here before.

Haisssssssssssssssssssss........................ How.................................. ?

My colleagues.. We're waiting to knock off together.........

2010-06-26T15:37:00.002+08:00

A little update about me.................

Yesterday is a happy day, cos my hao peng you Nicky finally came down to visit PSJ.
Out of 100 times calling him, only this 1 time he will really come down...
Really miss those days to have him in the shop.. Our laughters & jokes.
But when I asked him, he said he's currently enjoying his new job very much
and he doesn't miss working in the shop !! Evil =.=

Am going to holiday on the 5th - 8th next month...
Going back to my 2nd hometown Thailand.
I miss miss miss Thailand very much..
Actually wanted to go Bangkok, but at that time thought that the protest will go on and on~
So change plan to phuket which I don't fancy going very much..
But we plan to stay @ patong beach during the whole trip,
so think it'll be quite fun :)
Finally can go back a few days for holiday, so very happy, yay~

Went to East coast beach with my family last week....
What a waste, just after about an hour, the sky turns black..
Big winds blowing... And begin to rain.
I took some pictures below.. Although it's gonna rain, but the beach was beautiful.

The wind are blowing like as if there are tycoons coming...
And yet my dear brother is still swimming...

2010-06-17T19:20:00.001+08:00

11th June, Friday:

Headed down to st james immediately after work...
Although very shag, but it's been very long since I went to club.

Together with my new colleague, Gianna.

16th June, Wednesday:

Meet my dearest Rachel sis & sj.
Brought them along to have dinner with my primary school mates,
Rachel was also my primary school friend anyway, teehee~
They organized a small gathering..
Really cannot remember when was our last meeting already..
Must be very very long ago..
Haha anyway everyone still looks the same to me :)

2010-06-01T18:21:00.002+08:00

Here are some of my recent photos....
Took in the shop

Happily drinking my coffee ~

I thought I'd be okay... Read my previous post,
I really thought I'd be okay even though he left.
But then I realised that I am not...
At the beginning, it was really hard..
I was pretty sad. Especially when I'm working.
It's like almost every corner and moment, the picture of him appear in my mind.
But luckily, right now I'm feeling better already..
I think slowly, everything takes time.
Time will wash away everything.
Anyway there's nothing I can do also.
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU ~

2010-05-27T18:51:00.001+08:00

I'm really sad & disappointed...

2010-05-18T17:09:00.003+08:00

Honestly speaking, it was actually nothing very big deal..
But because she lied to me.
She lied on telling me where she gone just now but the fact is that,
you both went smoking, walking together from another entrance of the mall,
when so accurately that I was standing at the door and I saw everything.
If there is really nothing, then don't act like so fishy...
The feeling sucks. And I hate people lying...
She's a bitch, that's what everybody knows too. But you're one jerk also.
Cos after seeing everything, I then realised that
you treat everyone the same like how you treated me.
I don't know if you are really unaware of how you always sent the wrong messages to people.
Sometimes when you're really in a good mood, you always give me lots of hope..
But when you're out of the mood, you're treating me differently.
I am enough of this foolish game and I am out of it.
I have been pretending like I am very normal and I pretend everyday when I saw you..
It's like everyday. I am very tired..
So please leave if you're leaving, I'll never have any sad feelings if you do.
I already told myself.. Everything is coming to an end and I am VERY HAPPY.
We'll never see each other again and I won't want to.

2010-05-06T12:14:00.005+08:00

Meet my dearest sis on Tues...
Super long never get to meet her already.
Luckily still got a day work together with her in the same mall,
if not it'll be like almost a few months without seeing her already!

As usual, we find a place to sit down and drink.. Catch up with each other.
We chatted quite long.. Still, there are a lot more to talk about :)

2010-04-27T13:47:00.006+08:00

I am very sure that, without you I can live my life much happier..
I know you are just one those passerby in my life..
I'm facing it positively..
I promised myself I won't hope or think too much anymore :)

2010-04-09T11:52:00.002+08:00

2010-03-25T13:49:00.004+08:00

(few months back) Me & Nick in shop. I like this candid shots :)

I'm feeling so confused these days...
I've been confused about this and that, arggh~
Don't understand why I keep think so much..
I always think a lot. A very simple thing, I can imagine it to something big.
Don't know how to explain also !?! =/
Life is damn meaningless to me mannnnn.

2010-03-08T19:43:00.002+08:00

2010-03-08T15:58:00.003+08:00

I'm the type who will never feel the pain until I fell really hard.
No matter what people say, even what I've told myself,
I can never determined to it.
Maybe I should just stop trying to do anything anymore,
Stop giving myself hopes and accept the fact, that's it.
Sometimes humans does reach a stage when they felt that,
enough is enough..
I was so angry that I cried in the shop that day..
What makes me so surprise was that,
I couldn't believe, this was already how many times I've drop my tears bcos u.
I don't wanna hear your rubbish anymore.

2010-02-25T16:46:00.005+08:00

22.2.2010 - Goldheart & Citigems from Plaza Sing Outing!

We planned this outing since Jan.. So finally 22nd feb has arrived..

Had our breakfast @ Changi food centre.

Start counting money already.. haha

We both regretted wearing black cos the weather is SUPER HOT.

We were all split into 2 team..
There are some games planned to play.
There will be a list of things that we need to find while cycling around ubin.
If we found anything from the list, must take a group photo together with that particular things.

Team A : Essie, Adi, Alson & Raymond.

lol they found the rubber tree...

Next next ! Team B : Me, Nana, Marvin & Nicky.

lols, we found this "Celestial Resort",
it's same name as Goldheart's premium diamond "Celestial"...

He keeps wanna be in the pic too hahaha..

We found this coconut...

Came to an end to the game, we drank some coconut and rest...
Then headed back to Changi...

After that we had a walk at east coast beach...
All the way from the head to the tail of the beach.
Had our dinner and went back home...

Honestly, I enjoyed myself very much..
Though knowing that all of us from the outing team will not stay like this forever...
But, at least we had this memorable day before,

cheers to PSJ & GPS!

2010-02-25T15:53:00.005+08:00

Here are some pictures took during chinese new year...

I kinda crazy over my cousin's house full body mirror @ the dining area haa...

My dog wearing his tiger costume, hehehe very cute right?

14th Feb, 1st day of CNY, dancing @ Shanghai dolly with my babe..

One of a night @ Power House...

2010-02-15T12:54:00.002+08:00

A Very Happy New Year To Everyone !

Essie, Sammy, Pearlyn.
Shanghai Dolly last night.

2010-02-10T14:55:00.006+08:00

EH COM'ON LAH, ask yourself WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO ME.
I really don't understand why until today,
whatever I wrote in my blog, you straight away assume that I'm talking about YOU.
Seriously, I rather write about someone I hated so much,
than posting ANYTHING about you lor.
You don't even stand a little space in my heart now,
And to also inform you, previously those post I posted,
none of them are talking about you AT ALL.
So don't come and send me those stupid message, telling me that:

Just because on the Thursday, January 14, 2010, I posted:

Please READ CAREFULLY, you ask yourself,
have you told me "what goes around, comes around" before??!
So you mean you just read "someone suddenly came down and spoil everything"
plus, you actually came down to look for me few days back,
and you ASSUMED AND CONFIRMED that I'm talking bout you??
Don't be IRRITATING cos this is not the first time that
you keep assuming that I'm talking about you IN MY BLOG.
I keep telling you nicely previously,
Don't think too much, I'm not talking about you,
but you can't STOP coming to me and keep sending messages related to my blog.
I find it extremely irritating when I saw all this, cos you make me feel like
I couldn't feel free to write anything in my blog even though this is my blog.
Let me tell you 1 last time here since you always read my blog,
I am not talking about you, neither will I ever talk about you anymore in the future.
Yes, I am now talking about you, and this will also be the last time.
Don't force me to the stage when I exposed your messages
to my blog each time you sent me 1.
There's no point of giving you faces when you still couldn't get me
after I kept explaining things that need not any explanation AT ALL !!!!!

2010-02-05T12:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a BAD BAD BAD day for me.

Sometimes I really wonder..
Who can I run to...
Who can I talk to...
Who can I trust...
And who's there for me when I really really need someone?

I am damn fucking depress and stress right now.

2010-01-28T00:07:00.003+08:00

Pearlyn and Me......

2010-01-18T23:46:00.003+08:00

Why am I thinking SO MUCH.
It's okay to think a lot, but not okay to think about you all the time.
I really hope I can refresh my mind and forget U ASAP.
Hopefully I'm not posting something unhappy here...

Anyway, seems like this new year are not very good to me.
I am not expecting anything good these days... sucks.

2010-01-16T13:43:00.002+08:00

I am off for 3days... And I spent my 3days doing nothing at all :(
I am going out later.. But I'm totally out of mood :(
Today is the last day of my offday, and I'll be working tomorrow :(
Life is so so so so so so so so so meaningless to me............. :(((((

2010-01-14T12:51:00.002+08:00

I thought yesterday supposed to be a good day for work,
but someone suddenly came down and SPOIL EVERYTHING.
This particular person always told me that
he believes in "what goes around, comes around."
But he always does stupid stuff to people around him.. Irritating u know!!
Anyway it's about work, I can't really elaborate much in here too... sigh*

More or less, because of this particular person who spoilt my mood the whole day,
I headed down to st james after work with my face turning soooo black.
Don't know how to explain to my friends too, but I just ain't got the "mood" anymore.
Thus I forced myself to keep drinking, so that when I'm feeling "high",
it keeps me alive ^.-

2010-01-11T23:04:00.003+08:00

I deleted some post previously and also some unhappy stuff from my blog !!
Cos I want this new year to be happy happy !!

2010-01-01T14:06:00.005+08:00

First of all, A very Happy 2010 New Year to everybody.
Forget all unhappiness happened last year, this year will definitely be a better year !!

31st Dec 2009 :

Headed down to 1 of the Boon Keng coffee shop
with my colleagues after work..
Decided to have some supper and at the same time
we could spend the last few hours together before the NEW YEAR.

Pearlyn, me, Essie.

Hahaha Super Damn retarded !

We laughed like hell.....

A proper one... hmmm...

I kinda like this pic of myself in it.. I'm with my very light makeup, hee...

Essie said she felt so high drinking cough syrup.. slurp*

She'd always drink green tea whenever we had dinner or supper..

As for me, I'm always beer beer beer....

And he loves his cigg the most, he smoke & smoke all day !

So this is how I spent my new year eve this year...
Although it's not as fun as how I celebrated it when I was in Thailand,
but I still enjoyed spending my time with them :)

Actually yesterday I was so happy when I saw you............

2009-12-27T17:52:00.008+08:00

My Birthday Celebration 2009 :

On the 30th Nov, meet up with my colleagues @ PS for dinner..
Before that we planned to only celebrate my birthday,
but after we get to know that Nicky will be transferring out,
we decided to take this dinner as his farewell party too..
Everyone was sad but we tried to enjoy ourselves as much as possible..
PSJ will miss U !!

I'm very touched with the B'dae cake they bought for me..
It's been so long ever since I've got any cakes during my birthday!

Anyway, it was a 19th birthday but they lazy to put 9 small candles !!

They keep telling me that the b'dae cake will be my b'dae present from them,
but in the end they finally revealed my real b'dae gifts !! Hehe...

It's a name card holder.
Before that I was wondering how come after my confirmation,
I got my name tag, I got my eye loop and everything, except my name card !!
They actually planned to surprise me by putting them all in my birthday present..
Thanks to all my colleagues !! I love them ~

My girl surprised me by sending me flowers with this card while I'm working that day..
I'm so so touched and happy cos I ever mentioned to her before,
I've never tried receiving any flowers from anyone before.. HAHA
So she bought me 1 on my birthday :)

And last but not least, presents from my dearest sis Rachel...
Actually what I really love is the "Flash cards" she bought for me..
She wrote almost everything that me & her gone through for the past 10 years in it..
It's really very meaningful and I'll cherish this cards & friendship forever.

We always like to act retarded.. haha

Very lameeeeeee

Thanks for all the gifts ! kiss*

1st Dec, Birthday Celebration @ Dragonfly:

Abit drunk already?

Still wanna say thank you to all my lovely friends who've wished me on my day,
and to those who was there to celebrate with me..
I realised that this year is the happiest birthday I've spent so far,
loveyou guys !!!

22nd Dec, X'mas celebration with all colleagues from plaza Sing:

They're arguing about their age.. lols

He sang the most.. Hahaha... Cos nobody wants to sing la...

2009-12-27T00:35:00.002+08:00

I dreamt of you every night these days..
I almost couldn't believe myself, maybe I think too much.
Yesterday, someone talked about you, they actually spot on what I want,
what I thought and what my heart is missing..
I cried when they left.. Cos nobody knows how exactly I felt these days,
especially when I wake up every morning, and I realised that all I dreamt is you.

When I tried so hard to forget you, the more you occupied my life.
You affected me.. You affect my work and everything.
I thought I've already made it to forget you, but I realised that I'm not completely yet.

2009-12-10T15:19:00.005+08:00

2009-11-22T22:57:00.000+08:00

I cannot forget you... Cannot !!!!!!!! WHYYYYYY

2009-11-08T13:44:00.016+08:00

3rd November: Aspial Dinner & Dance 2009

Here are all the pictures taken that day !!

We act chio in the toilet.. Haha

My colleagues from different outlet. (left to Right) Goldheart, Citigems, follow by LeeHwa.

My PSJ team. (Left to Right) Essie, Nicky and Adi.

A man with a plastic sword.. Haha

YT and Nick.

Jas & Essie.

Jas & Me.

Me, our 'ah tao' & Nick.

Black or White?

My Superman !

After the dinner, alot of people from our company went down to dragonfly.
And it's so full of Aspial member.. And of course, me and my team are no exception.
We drank some beers during the dinner, and drank alot @ Novita's ladies night.
Last but not least, afterall everybody got drunk when we headed to our last station, dragonfly.

Jas & Marvin.

Jeffery, Christine & Marvin.

Last of all, me and him.

After attending the D&D, I realised that going down to st james afterwards was more fun and enjoyable.
Although I'm drunk.. But I had my wish come true, which is a good thing.
I gain not only that, I get to know alot of things.. I was relieved after knowing..
It was really like a dream to me... And now it's over.
I hope, I am awake. Cb, I fucking emo can !!

2009-11-02T23:28:00.003+08:00

Company's dinner & dance tomorrow, I AM SO EXCITED !
It was my first year attending, and our theme for this year is "fantasy".
But black is all I'm gonna wear for tomorrow.. More of "black widow" theme.
So I took this pic above when I tried my dresses on, hehe ^^v
First of all, if anyone realised.... I've cut my hair short :)
I love my new hair, so I cut it with no regret, happy happy~

Another good news to share.. I am officially a confirmed staff of Aspial.
After 3 months of tough trainings, I've already had my tears dropped for several times.
Ultimately, I've passed through everything !!! SO CONGRATULATIONS TO ME !!!

I've got a wish for tomorrow, I hope I can get what I want :) praypray*

2009-10-17T11:45:00.003+08:00

We met almost everyday.. Don't know what to do....
Running out of ways to think how should I react,
what should I say, what should I not say to you already.

2009-10-06T14:50:00.002+08:00

2009-09-28T18:49:00.003+08:00

I was so so so happy yesterday..
Though right now are still not the time to share what had happened over here..
But just 1 word I am very "HAPPY".
=D

2009-09-25T18:11:00.000+08:00

2009-09-17T22:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday you appeared alot of times.. But you appear during the wrong time :(

2009-09-15T23:55:00.005+08:00

13th Sep:

Happy 19th Birthday To my Dearest Baobei, Rachel !
Met her and Emily the day before for a celebration.
We went to shop @ town together..
While waiting to go to kbox, we drank alittle at Cine nearby.
At last we headed down to Kbox and Sing Sing Sing~

Took a memorable neoprint :>

And a photograph took at Kbox.

If I didn't work on the next day, we would have gone somewhere else to happy till we crazy!

TODAY.....

Just came back from work now.. And I'm here blogging.
I realised that I keep think alot today, especially when I was smoking.
Not only that, when I was working, even when I've knocked off from work..
Just hoping that you'll appear right infront of me, even just 1 time will do.
I even thought of what I was gonna say to you if you're right infront of me...
When I didn't plan or think of what to do, you're always there there there.
But nowwwwwwww........... I felt like I'm a silly girl here.

2009-09-08T19:14:00.003+08:00

It was my 1st and 2nd in-charge's Birthday celebration last week.
We had steam boat together after work at Bugis.
After that we went to drink drink and drink till around 2plus then headed home.
And I woke up early in the morning for work the next day!!
We have so much fun together that night :)
It was my first steamboat with PSJ's colleagues.

2009-09-03T18:37:00.000+08:00

2009-08-23T12:47:00.002+08:00

Saturday :

Finally got the chance to meet up with 2 of my baobei yesterday !!
Finally the 3 of us got the same off day on this wonderful Saturday !!
I am very very happy !!!!

I woke at 7:30 in the morning to get myself prepared for a photo shoots.
Ended at 12:30, went back home for a bath and change my clothes..
Meet up with Stella sis at Tampines inter on 2:30pm.
Meet up with Rachel sis later on at 3...
Went to had our lunch together at Sake Sushi, yummy yummy ~
After that headed down to town for a stroll...............
I bought myself a pair of shoes for working AAAAAgain.
I can say this is already the 4th pair of shoes I bought for working =p

Took this neoprints together at Cine :)
Ever since the 3 of us started working,
we could hardly ever take pictures together..
So I do cherish this pictures alot alot alot alot ++.... :)

And last but not least, one of my pictures here from the shoots :)

2009-08-20T20:37:00.002+08:00

I am sick AGAIN.....
Ever since I came back to Singapore, I've been sick for several times.
Some said cos I'm not used to the weather here as I've stayed in thai for quite a period of time.
Some said cos I busy working, no time to drink water and causes my body become so heaty.
I don't know what's the real reasons, but I'm sick of getting sick over and over again !!!

2009-08-15T23:52:00.000+08:00

I'm damn shaggggg... very very very very tired !!!!!!!!!

2009-08-12T00:49:00.007+08:00

I miss Thailand alot.. I really do. LOOK AT ME, I'm only back to Singapore for 5months,
and now I'm craving to go back again.. I still remember how I used to wrote in blog,
saying that I wish I could fly back to my hometown SINGAPORE IMMEDIATELY.
Is it true that humans are greedy, humans don't learn to cherish? I guess so.. Sigh.
Perhaps, I was in Thai for almost 3years, for all this 3 years,
I guess I only went back to Sg for not over 8 times. So majority of this 3years,
I've spent my time in Thailand, which is my 2nd home :'(

I remembered I ever asked myself, "do you really hate thai so much?"
And my answer was, "actually I love Thailand more than anyone could know."
Last time, for the sake of others, I keep wanting to go back..
I afterall realised that I didn't actually spare a thought for myself..
After that, I still wish to go back, not for anyone else, but just because I want more freedoms.
For now, honestly I've never regretted all that I've gone through for the past 5months in Sg,
but If I have a choice, I would still choose to go back to Thailand,
because I lovelovelove that place so much.

I miss my desk so much.... Although abit messy.

My bedbed room... 2pictures above was taken the day when I'm leaving Thailand.

And not forgetting.. The most beautiful sky I've ever seen in Bangkok for my whole entire life.

2009-08-06T00:34:00.001+08:00

喜欢的人不出现，出现的人不喜欢...

2009-08-04T19:55:00.002+08:00

Okay, here's my Company pass. So now everyone knows where am I working at :)
I'm under Aspial Corporation. And pardon me, I know this picture of me is ugly haha...
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GUESS WHO MESSAGE ME IN FACEBOOK!!!!
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IT'S MIKE (the one on the right) from GOLF MIKE !!!!! For people who don't know,
they're actually thai singers and they're real siblings.
The one I actually like, is his brother golf (the one on the left).
But I'm just trying my luck to add Mike in facebook and he sent me this message!!!
I was so shock and happy. I mean even though he's not the one I like haha..

2009-08-01T12:56:00.003+08:00

HELLO READERS !!!!

Sorry for not blogging for quite some times... It's finally my offday today.
Therefore I decided to blog as much as I can.
I've been working for the whole week and I was feeling very exhausted...
At beginning is never easy, so I keep telling myself to jiayou & jiayou!
Especially when all my lovely friends has been supporting me...
Stella & Rachel sis, baby jiajia, James, my brother & Joanna.
Thank you guys for sending me all the messages, I swear it was really really sweet
when I saw those "jiayou, work hard, good luck" those wishes...
I felt really blissful to have all of you in my life !! :)
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First of all, please enjoy some pictures with one of my family member here...
It's taken by my new camera phone, hehehe...
And this model here are super cute ! His name is "terror".
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Cute? :D

Here are some pictures of me and Rachel sis :)
It was taken right before the day when I started work.
Hopefully we would be able to meetup again very soon :(

That's about it.. I know it's pretty sad & boring haha...
I'll blog whenever I can, I promise !! Loves~ :)

2009-07-25T19:59:00.001+08:00

I'm so boringgggggggggggg.... 2 more days to MONDAY.
I hate to work... Don't feel excited at all :((
How I wish I can eat, sleep and play all day all night !!!

2009-07-24T16:00:00.002+08:00

Went to change new phone today.
I hate my Samsung phone very much, the camera sucks.
Going to my aunt's birthday party later on,
gonna drink drink drink alot again tonight :)
And going to my bb stella's brother birthday party tomorrow,
nowadays alot of birthdays man! woo~
And by the way, I kept on taking pictures with my new contact lens on.. Hahaha.

Okay, I realised that I can no longer tie my hair up like how I did when I was schooling..
My face look super chubby (O^.^O)v

2009-07-23T18:26:00.004+08:00

Tuesday :

Went to sign up my letter of appointment this morning..
I was feeling quite excited as I thought they'll tell me which outlets will I be posted to.
Ultimately, the HR girl came to me and say they'll inform me again after wednesday :((
After that, headed down to Tampines 1 and meet up with Siman sis,
as promised to give her a treat for her birthday !
I was feeling so guilty that I couldn't make it to her birthday party few weeks ago...
Hope she understands me !!!

This is how much we ate !!

Love her camera phone so much and we keep captured captured captured!

Dearest sis also gave me a pair of contact lens as my bday gift last year.
I love the colour so muchhh.. And the above picture is the contact lens, nice? Hehe..

Next, went down to Bugis and meetup with James.
This might be the last time for us to meetup as I will need to start work soon :)
Anyway we had a crazy time inside the top 1 karaoke hahaha.. Can't stop laughing!
We didn't manage to take picture, only on what we've drank, lols.

And lastly, wanna wish Joseph a very Happy Birthday...
This pictures was taken last week on his birthday celebration.
And I'm wearing his gucci sunglass, hehehe...

2009-07-20T17:57:00.005+08:00

Went to pet grooming yesterday. Not H1N1 ar.. Haha I know I do look like =X
I have to put the mask on while working..
And I know I look very ugly and messy too haha..

Like Polar Bear !!

The day before, meet up with my dearest sis to town.
We've planned to bought some stuff together.
After that, went down to 505 and drink drink drink.
And I like her new hair style, she's back to her young girl girl's look, lols..

We both look so happy here :D

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(What you are about to see, are pictures that might cause you some discomfort)
That is why I didn't posted my pictures in bigbig size today..
But I still wanna show this to everyoneee !
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Day 1.

Day 2 & 3... It's itchy and very swollen.
It's getting worst but I've already went to see a doctor today
and got injected with something to desensitize it.
They are all rashes and are due to drug allergic.
I'm trying hard not to be superstitious but I can't stop thinking of the reasons WHY.
Why the hell is me keep on having problem ever since I was back from Thailand?
I was ill for 4 times and now I got fucking caught up with this allergic thing, damn irritating!
Keep on sick sick sick sick !

2009-07-17T21:23:00.003+08:00

I am so happy !!! I went for an interview today and I got the job :)
Thanks to those who've help me in this interviews,
Issac, James, my brother and sister in law.
This interview was really different from those that I've encountered in the past.
It's really difficult and they're very strict...
However However, I made it through !!~ I am really happy :D
I can finally start working aaaaaaagain :)

2009-07-16T19:51:00.003+08:00

Meet up with babyyyy Reeie at Vivo, enjoying my time with her :))
We damn long never chill out together like today already.
We took many many pictures and it reminds us of the day when we first met, hehehe..
Cos we took many pictures that day too, haha
She lived @ west and I'm @ East, therefore we seldom able to fork out time to meetup.
Hope after I started working, I will not loose all my friends.... =(

I love this pictures of her, looks like Reeae & Reeie are together lols..
Sometimes they are hard to define who is who :p
and and of course the photographer is great in capturing too lah.. haha

These are the neo prints we took together in the past ;]
She kept it with her in her bags and we use it for photo taking, hehe..
Love & Cherish her (( "v" ))

2009-07-15T01:34:00.005+08:00

Just when I thought it was over, you did something to add up my imagination again.
I keep telling myself that "when you know anyone who's nice,
please tell yourself that you do not know those bad stuffs about them,
so don't judge a person too easily.."
I feel like telling the god, if it's impossible then why came out with all this to make me feel like it's possible?
I really feel like started work asap.. so that I won't waste too much of my time thinking....

2009-07-10T19:49:00.008+08:00

To Shanji on 5th July'09 ~
To Siman on 10th July'09 ~

On last Sunday, I was invited to Shanji's Birthday dinner at Upper Thomson Road.
He specially ordered a set of individual meal for each and everyone of us.
And the food is damnnnnnn nice, slurp*
I personally like the grilled chickens and wedges very much, hee..
But didn't captured any picture on the food.
Well, in fact I didn't took any pictures of them (the friends) too as I know none of them.
Except Rachel's family and the birthday boy.
But I know that there are some pictures with Shanji's sister,
and I can hardly got it from her.. So forget about it, I'll just blog with those pictures on my hand.

After dinner, went down to Boat Quay Honey pub,
and of course I was there to drink and find my girl linlin..

Shanji & Rachel sis.
Hehe, they like so shy luhhh... Cute couple!! :p

The B'day boy & my childhood bestfriend hahaha...

Errrr... So blur.

At around 3, linlin knocked off from her work and we went down to Sabai.
And that is when my eyes started turning very red.. eerrr I don't know why. (@_@)v

2009-07-08T10:55:00.008+08:00

Went back to my previous company to take my last salary from them.
It's lucky that I still have an income for this month.
But of course I'll need to get a job asap also...
If not I will be broke by this month :'(

After that went down to far east to meet my dar-lingling (linlin),
my new nick names for her :)
I do realised how long since we both ever went out together already !! omg.

Actually we did went to drink together before we met this day,
but some pictures are with Rachel, so I'll update once I got all from her :)
And ya, my eyes very red huh.. :x
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Next, I was also glad that my Baby Reeie has found herself a job.
As we've been talking about this for several months already.
Anyway, since I was at there meeting linlin, I told myself that I must go find baby too !!
I saw her standing alone, with a very boring expressions lol, I know it's tiring man.
We went for a quick smoke and toilet break together :)

After that everyone went back to their working place
and I went back home... I wasn't feeling well the whole day yesterday.
I mean.. Both from the inside out.
Don't know what exactly I want.. I just know that, this irritating feeling won't last forever.
Probably when my cough and flu has recovered, everything's gonna be alright... right?

2009-07-06T15:12:00.005+08:00

Thank you very much.
Thanks for everything you've done.
Though I've thanked you persoanlly for several times..
But other than saying "thank you",
I'm not allowed to say other things which I feel like telling you so much.
Cos whenever I thought so, there's thousands of "IMPOSSIBLE" in my mind.
Honestly I didn't think too much, I didn't take it very seriously too..
Instead I've been hoping that I can faster wakeup..
I do realised that I'm dreaming ridiculously right now
and com'on I fucking hate this feeling...
I'm fucking emo right now, I know !!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-03T13:08:00.012+08:00

Went to meet Rachel at Tampines 1 for lunch...
Finally she's off !! Oh my god, it's been 2weeks ++ since we ever met up :(
Though I'm very sick. but I really don't wish to waste this offdays of hers.
Therefore I die die also must meet her nearby...
We actually planned to go Kbox after our lunch,
but I felt really irritated with my non-stop coughing,
so then we decided to go to my house and chill instead.

She bought me a little gift :)

It's a new note pad and pen..
I started using a small note pad when she gave me one as a gift last year.
And that note pad has now turn into a "kiam chai".. lols
Now she bought me another new one !! thank u sis :)*
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Crazy with my webcam

Rachel's wearing a top that has a little fury hat on it.
And mine's a winter coat man... Just to match her :)

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ps: You're just a passerby..
A passerby that will only took a little space from my heart..
A passerby that will disappear after a period of time.
A passerby that I shouldn't think or put too much in it..
You're just a dream, you're not real.. I think too much.
And soon I'll wakeup.

2009-07-02T14:05:00.001+08:00

Wonderful Breakfast........

It's Bird Nest.
I had it for breakfast last week when I was in Thailand.

Jialat, I eat Bird nest also must post.. Seems like Sammy blog is all about that.
My life is bored. Especially this few days when I'm sick somemore...
No pet grooming, no hang outs, and nothing... Only sleep and eat at home.
Took medicine and feeling high all day.. Hahaha right now I'm feeling quite high actually.
I'm currently jobless, and my level 1 accounting course is finishing next week..
Level 2 starts after 2months. What am I gonna do next?? God.

2009-06-30T14:27:00.003+08:00

Saturday :

Meet up with my dearest sister to Cine kbox.
Both of us were so in the mood to drink that day,
So we ordered 2 mugs of beer for each of ourselves.
After kbox, went to meet James and his friend ah boon to Bar 1.
We drank till 3plus and I went down to Boat Quay to meet up with ken for a 2nd round..
And I was drunk in the end, had a terrible day the 2nd day. And now I fell a sick :(
We mix beer with Martell, Martell then beer, open another whisky and mix with beer again..
I drank alot alot alot... I broke my own rule that day.
Probably cos I know Stella is with me, so I feel safe and sound, hee..

Okay, I know I promised to upload pictures from my Thailand trip,
but I didn't really took much pictures while I was there, except a few pictures of myself hahaha.
I know it's bored. By the way, I didn't really enjoy my trip this time,
as daddy has been using the car, and I'll have to walk all the way to the main road for taxi +.+
It's very damn not convenient and the weather is hot..
But ultimately I still get to shop and eat alot !! as usual !!

Pictures above clearly shown that my face were injured..
It was terrible, I got infection before the day I went to thai,
and I was on pet grooming that time, I have to put on mask while I was working,
I felt itchy and uncomfortable, and the 2nd day it turned worser.
I really don't know what's the cause of the itchiness but I guess it's an allergic problem.
But luckily after I came back from Thai, it has fully recovered.

2009-06-26T18:39:00.004+08:00

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2009-06-15T12:10:00.008+08:00

Pet Grooming yesterday, it was so fun !!
A total of 11 dogs last night.. Can you imagine, we work from 2plus to 8.
But I get to earn $10 per hour, hehe worth it anyway..

They came from the same family

Bobbi the nippon paint dog !! Big hor?

This Jack russel damn cuteeee, unlike my jack russel :(

"I know I'm cute heee.."

Couldn't capture clearly but look carefull, this chihuahua is super miniature.

Sheepland..

I was very exhausted after finishing with all the dogs.. But I really love this job.
I get to work with all kinds of doggies. Isn't this what I'd love to? yes !

I will be going to Bangkok for holiday today.. Will be back after probably a week.
So please wait for my updates, I'll definitely take lots of lots of pictures :)

And by the way change my blog songs to Golf & Mike chinese song.
They sang chinese!! Omg.. Anyway, you would probably met difficulties
by understanding what they're singing without looking at the lyrics..
But to my opinion, they did a great job already,
as it's a damn hard thing for a thai to sing mandarin.
By the way, hope you guys love the songs like I do, hehe :)
Takecare everyone~

G:放學之後回家路上我們一起打賭吧看誰能先追到她
G:要寫情書嗎刺探電話號碼接電話的卻是她爸爸
M:第一時間衝到食堂想為她買份早餐放在她座位上
M:能坐在她隔壁最快乐的事情什么条件都不跟你换
G:喔那個女孩畢業之後會變成什麼樣
G:燙了頭髮換了新裝還有沒有那可愛的模樣
M:喔那個女孩你也一定偷偷地愛過她
M:同班同學誰能近水樓台先得月

M:未來太遙遠我們都太天真以為就是永遠喔
G:過去追不回我們的17歲耶

2009-06-12T23:48:00.002+08:00

Today is my last day of work at my company..
Surprisingly, I couldn't bear to leave.. I just felt strange.
SIGH.. Maybe because I'm someone with quick tempered,
I might felt this way now, after a while I felt another way again....
My boss actually agreed to gave me an increment,
it was so perfect till I felt that it was up to high pay standard already.
BUT, he expect me to sign a 1 year contract with him.. I don't want :(
Don't ask me why, cos it would be hard to explain... I just don't want.
When I leaving, I gave a hugged to my lady boss, as frankly speaking,
even though sometimes she really damn fucked up.
But at the very least, she's not as fucked up as my boss lah.. And plus,
she's the one who taught me everything when I first came to work, I really did learnt alot.
And there's 1 colleagues whom I really couldn't bear to leave,
when I met unhappiness during work, I would throw everything to him,
and he's a super great listener.. He taught me alot alot too.
We joke around and smoke together.. With him around, I felt that working is actually still fun.
Okay, I know I sounds like we're really close, but we were just friends, purely friends.
Just that I know, I'll miss him!! He kept reminding me that, maybe in future,
I work in another place, I might not have a nice colleagues like him..
Though he abit "BHB"... But he's right lah, hahaha...
Ultimately, I felt really happy.. Although I did not work for this company a long time,
but I was quite close to all the colleagues. Almost everybody were asking me to consider...
Well, but forget it.. Since I've already decide, and it's over now..
We should look forward, instead of looking backwards.
Tomorrow will be a better day !!!!!!!!

2009-06-04T10:03:00.004+08:00

Apparently my previous post has already shown how much I hated my current job.

Literally, I quitted last friday with my boss. I fired him. I mean, in a nice way of course.

He sort of threaten me with MOM's law by saying, everyone should give 2weeks notice

before they can really leave the company. But he's damn stupid enough, cos there are such things called interent,

I go to the MOM's site and check, without appointment letter, I can just quit within 'a' day LOR.

Morever my brother's friend is working in MOM. He thought that I might afraid of him.. HAHA

Anyway, I've already decided that if he really NEEDS my help, I can stay till the 12th June.

As I cannot allowed myself to slack at home doing nothing, spend money yet not earning.

Therefore, earning another 1 week's pay is a benefit to me also.

Another thing is, I found myself a part time job which I love love love love so much.

I'm working on weekends as a pet groomer assistant.

First of all, I would like to thank Brian so much.

He's the one who introduced me his pet groomer friend, and she's really really a nice girl.

I finally found someone who's got the same passion and enthusiasm on dog as me.

She sort of hired me to assist her while grooming, but I earn by per dog,

which mean saying I'm earning by commission, no basic pay. Well, if you ask me why,

I can tell you cos I love dogs. That is why I posted on my facebook walls on saying, "money or something you like?"

But of course, she also stated that we'll take step by step,

she'll definitely teach me how to groom at the end of the day..

Honestly, if you ask me, I'm more interested in pet training.

We discussed about this last week, and we both know that there isn't any pet trainer school in sg, except K9 schools and it sucks.

The nearest where we can learn is @ Australia, but of course the expenses

added up with the courses fee are definitely a big sum of money.

Money is not a problem to her, but she needs accompany.

But the money is a problem to me you see...

Sometimes I felt really confusing.. I studied in Accounting yet I'm doing pet grooming.

Anyway wish me luck, wish me luck !

2009-05-25T13:32:00.003+08:00

Gonna say something kinda angry here.. Gonna gave a title to it, "my fucking boss".
I guess I need time to accept this fact, as long as you got $$, you invest $$ to the company,
you're a boss. A boss that can know nothing in the office, even photocopying a paper.
A boss that only knows how to blame people, a boss that only knows how to make a mess
and gave toubles to people. Sometimes my boss talk to me like a 3yrs old kid.
Really.. And it's not making me pissed off, but feel like laughing.
I told myself afterwards, "didn't know that a boss can be soooooooo lame."
They talk with no common sense, when you correct them,
and even though they felt that you're right, they'll tell you that "ya lah that's what I mean..."
It would be a long story if I were to typed out what had actually happened..
But all I can say was, boss is nothing. They can be much more stupid than you do,
but their balls are big, cos they got $$, hahaha..

(By the way, of course not all the boss in the world are like this.
My dad is one of an example, he doesn't knows some things in the office,
he didn't even know how to use a fax. But, he treat worker extremely nice.)

Oh yaya, and they like to accused people, they think they know, they really think so.
This morning my lady boss accused that I'm covering for the driver,
and she said "covering will only cause you trouble."
I took 2hours to think, what the hell that makes her think that I'm covering for the driver?
Does she even know what's going on or not? Apparently, she's not.
I need not waste my time to explain.. Cos first of all, I'm someone who don't bother to explain
if the person has already accused me. Since that's what you think, then go ahead.
I lazy you understand... Yaaaaawn*

2009-05-22T09:19:00.003+08:00

I really love this song so much. And the singer also.. Giggles*

And I also like this song but original singer not them lah..

It's last time video when they making fun with the song, and it's very funny.. Haha

2009-05-18T20:42:00.017+08:00

16th May 2009 (Saturday) : Meet Golf Mike @ Kuala Lumpur.

I reached early in the morning with my brother @ 10am
and we saw the stage while we walk passed the shopping mall,
so it has 100% proven that they are confirm coming..
I still worry that the girl's information from Malaysia are not firm enough.

We headed down to our hotel to check in first, and bro said that he's very tired,
so he decided to take nap before heading down to the event which will start @ 3pm.

Yay !!! I begin to felt excited alreadyyyyyyy....

Okay here we go... Before I begin, some pictures below are 'kope' from the M'sia girl's facebook.
Hahaha cos they're much more crazier than I do. They went all the way down to airport and
wait for their arrival. Although I'm really crazy over them
but luckily worst that I won't do such things like them luh..

This girl stood a very perfect place where she can captured so many nice picture of them man !!

This was the first picture I took when they first came out,
I didn't scream hor.. lol but I was excited indeed.
I finally saw them in real OMG... So happy happy!

I took almost every picture of Golf only, cos I don't like Mike very much haha.

Ultimately, I got both of their autographs.
Actually I wanted to take picture with Golf very very much.
When I was about to went up to the stage for autographs,
my brother kept asked me to gave it try to ask him for picture taking.
At that point of time I was thinking, maybe I might got the guts to ask him in English.
"Can I take a picture with you?" like that. IN THE END, when he was just right infront of me,
I spoke thai to him, hahaha... He was so shock, he look at me with a stunt face.
I saw he wanted to reply me, but the co-worker beside him kept forces his hand to continue signing.
So he couldn't spoke a single words out, in the end I feel abit "malu",
I just say "ahh nvm nvm.." then me and my brother went down to the stage.
I wasn't feeling very satisfied as I couldn't get to take a pic with him ;(
Like this fella here like that..............

but at least I gave it a try to ask.. Therefore I don't feel a kind of wasted feelings also la :ppp
Anyway my motive is just to see him in real that's all. I didn't really expect anything else.
And that's why I told myself, I should be contended, I couldn't believe that I would spent $$ to see him lor !!

My sister in law was also @ KL with her friends for holiday.
After the event, we meet up together and went for a short shopping spree.

Ate our dinner @ papa johns.

That's our VERY budget hotel... Hahaha.

After that, went back to hotel with me and my brother and also a few cans of beers ^^x

And Drink drink drink !

2009-05-13T20:56:00.003+08:00

Something to add on for my previous post, paiseh x 2
Didn't wish Kenny a Happy Bird-day too..

I'm sorry but I don't know what else to post about.
Though there are really lots of things going on....
I know this blog is getting .................. ....... .... .
Okie I'm going KL this coming Saturday,
I promise that I'll take, take, take, lots of picture for my blog ok ;D

Anyway readers, please do not add my email address as msn contact,
as I'll not accept unless you're really my friend, sorry :)
And I received this email here from someone funny :

First of all, thanks for making me laaaaaaaaaaaaghed the whole day. HAHAHAHAHA.
Okay, is either I look like an idiot to you, or you're an eeeediot.
You're paying me, you might as well pay to a social escort,
I'm sure they're more than happy to be your partner
and if you want anything more, I'm sure they would also be more than happy to obliged :)
Anyway I'll not revealed any email in my blog like this unless the email is as funny as the email above.

I can't stand it when you kEePfLiRtInGaRoUnDuSiNgYoUrFuCkInGCBfRiEnDsTeR
YOU'RE A JERK.

2009-05-09T22:03:00.001+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday to my dearest brother Ken Tong :)

2009-05-08T14:54:00.003+08:00

NBCB FUCKING JOB.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-05-04T09:54:00.002+08:00

Not because of hearing of what people have told me.
Not because of being superstitious.
I believe that I can never find anyone right in my life.
I'm losting faith in love, maybe only kinship and friendship.
Maybe the only way to gain happiness, is to stay alone and single.
I might be lonely, I might sad. But I'd rather bitter than sorrows.
To prevent wasting time on something which will not last long, to prevent getting hurt.
In case if you wish to know, I will always stay a distance if I know I'm getting to close.

PS: I won't cry for yesterday, there's an ordinary world.

2009-05-03T20:07:00.011+08:00

Went to Genting last week with my family. Don't be surprise alright,
this was only my 2nd time going Genting. The first time when I went to Genting,
was when I was only 5years old hahaha. So couldn't recall anything.
It was quite an enjoyable trip this time, worth it, yay ~ ^^v

Too cloudy ~ ~ ~ ~ ?

Mommy & Daddy ~
PS: Daddy made a "5" hand sign, saying because mommy
had lost for about SGD$500 from the Casino. Hahaha..

Heh heh... Needless to say, amusement park is one of the place where you SHOULD go.
Can't wait to challenge myself by riding all the rides inside !
Me and my brother rush all the way down to the amusment park,
while daddy and mommy are donating their money to the casino. woots~

I saw this from far.. Hmmm~ and I can sense the excitement.

I swear I played this. And I swear it'll be the FIRST & LAST time.
It was SUPER scary.. You didn't even have the time to react when your heart had dropped out.
I don't know if me and my brother made a right choice, as this was the first ride we tried playing.
And after that, we aren't afraid of playing any other rides anymore.
(All the pictures posted are those that we've ride that day.)

Other than the MOST scary one I mentioned at first,
this was also another one which I'm afraid of. The flying coaster..
It was very very exciting. !

Okay, I captured this down cos their menu are so cuteee.
And I love how this person could drew the chinese words out.

I stayed there 2 days 1 night only.. And it's time to say goooooooodbye.

Crazy girl @_@

Hahahahahahaha I can't stop laughing. Korkor look so funny here!

That is it :))

2009-05-02T23:33:00.004+08:00

I've already booked my ticket to KL, on the 16th of May.. I am going with my brother.
I pestered him for more than 3days, he then agreed to go with me.
Who knows after 12hrs, which is now, I felt aaaaaaaaabit regretted.
Do you think I'm crazy? Shit, I think I am! I don't know.
Probably cos I'm surrounded by people who don't very agreed with me.

My mommy said: I know some people who are very crazy over celebrity,
then they will follow wherever they go, just to see them, cos they're just toooo over into it.
没有想到你也是这种人.... =_= (everyone starts laughing)

My brother said: Maybe you should find out when are they having events @ Thailand,
then at least Thailand you can go alone, we can rest assure and you don't have to waste $$
on Hotels and food.

The next day my brother said: I hate waiting for celebrity to come.
Must stand there wait for many many hours before they come..
At the same time listening to those crazy fella shouting, eeeewwwkk, I hate it.
And plus, have you ever thought of, other than seeing them, what do you wanna do?
Take picture? you dare or not.. Sign autograph? You got the chance not...
So many people squeezing.

Shit, he's got the point. First of all, I didn't even ask myself am I really too over it?
After missing so many chances when I was in Thai, I just wanna see them so much.
But I hate crowds and I hate people screaming..
I've never been to any event just to see a celebrity before..
Except for 1 time.. which is very long ago with Rachel and Stella,
and that was a very bad experience. Hahahaha..
Plus, that wasn't someone whom I very like.
Alright, since I've already booked my ticket what's more to say? GO LOH.....
Think in a positive way, it's my dreams that coming true...
And I told myself I better got their autograph, even better if can take a picture,
if not I sure hit my head into the walls.

2009-04-30T13:17:00.005+08:00

Am I still licking my wounds? I don't think so, I really don't felt so.
I'm living a happier life than before.. But sometimes I just can't get you out of life.
I don't wanna think about anything between us anymore, it's so sick and tiring if I do so.
Hope that I didn't left any heartless footprints to you.
Hope you do think in a way that, we're both on a win-win situations.
As chances can only be given once, but not twice.
And it's even an excuses to say if I were to give you another chance,
just because of any other unrelated reasons.
It can only be blamed that human always don't learn the word "cherish".

Anyway, switching to another subject here.. I am very sick. It was so different this time..
I had my cough and sore throat dragging me for like almost a week plus already.
I should have consult a doctor again but I don't have the time to,
and I hate taking medicines which will cause drowsiness
as I can't feel sleepy when I'll have to work ! Haiiiiii............
Luckily tomorrow is Labour Day, woooooooooooohoooooooooooooo~

I've already decided that I wanna continue my studies..
And I've already took up courses in accounting, I wanna get a diplomaaaaa.
Without a cert, my salary would always be $1,??? much.
I wanna enroll my driving license.. And as for now, these are 2 of my current goal.
I hope I'll not disappoint myself this time...
Oh nono, I've got another goal which is, I hope Rachel is able to go KL with me.
Heh heh, I wanna meet my princeeeeeeeee
So god bless meeeeeeeeee !

2009-04-21T20:29:00.005+08:00

Another sick leave today, didn't went to work, heeeee...
But I'll have to go back to work tomorrow already :( so SH*T!
By the way I'm feeling better.. So thank god that I'm not sick on weekends, but weekdays.

I received a very good news that Golf Mike is going to Malaysia on the 15,16,17th next month.
What's more to say?? I AM GOING, I MUST GO, I DON'T CARE.
But the problem now is, who's gonna accompany me?
Stella said she cannot.. Rachel, I bet she couldn't.
I really hope I will not miss this chance to see them..
I've been longing for this day........ KL, so near isn't it? =/ so I should go, yeah, I must GO.

Thanks to those who've left emails for me @ my mail box, I apologised for all the late replies.
I'll check more often in the future. So if there is any comments or questions,
feel free to email me ooooookay? Most importantly, thanks for reading my blog,
when it's always boring and not interesting..
Anyway anyway, I got a special gift for everyone right here..............

V E R Y I N T E R E S T I N G.........

(When you're playing the video, please notice the guy's hand)
That day when me, Rachel and Stella were in the train..
We stood infront of this couple, and we realised that,
the guy was squeezing his girlfriend's breast OPENLY.
Stella were the one who noticed it first, and when she told me, I did not believe it initially.
But in the end, I saw it in my own eyes. She asked me to keep stare at that guy's hand,
so I did. He moved slowly and getting closer to his gf's breast, and when he touches it,
he squeeze it ! YES, in the MRT somemore.. Infront of us.
Obviously, we were not the only who saw it. Many in the train,
plus those who were sitting beside them saw it too.. And they were all laughing.
They knew people were watching them, but still they wanna make show in the public.

Stella : You know why such people do this in public, cos they can't do it at home.
Me : Stella come, give me a kiss... Muuuuuacks. I'm so horny......
Rachel : knn, damn disgusting lor !

The 3 of us said out loud infront of them, and that guy wishpered to his gf about it,
and they start kissing and kissing (purposely) infront of us..
They thought that the so-call white colour popular plastic bag can cover like walls..
I'm really confused by the way, I wonder if they wish to let people see,
or they hope to be covered by the plastic bag?
Well so then, I captured the video down OPENLY also.
They didn't bother too :) Oh, and sadly it was just a 11 sec clips as this was when we were about to alight.
So couldn't capture more !

2009-04-20T18:17:00.003+08:00

I'm sick today, so didn't went for work. Actually, I was feeling kinda happy.
Hahaha.. Don't know why, though I'm sick but I don't have to work ! woo hoo~
Let me talk about last Saturday...... :

Hanged out with 2 of my dearest sister, Stella and Rachel.
It's been ages since the 3 of us hang out together and needless to say,
we had a great great time! :) I'm the most fortunate girl on earth I can say..
Hehe.. Life's never lonely when you have the 2 of them accompanied.

I'll update whenever I'm free again alright :) Muacks!

2009-04-14T20:45:00.003+08:00

I know it's kinda late and I was supposed to post this on the 10th Apr,
which was last week, during the Good Friday public Holiday, heheheeee.
Meet up with my bb Stella to town.. I'm so in a happy mood,
cos it's been a long time since she accompanied me to shopping !!
Actually I planned to get a pair of heels for work, but in the end, instead of heels,
I got myself blouse again.. SIBEI JIALAT. My wardrobe is collapsing very soon, I KNOW.
But up till now, I'm still very in love with the blouse I bought hehe...
We went to have my early dinner @ Subway, which is both of our favourite, slurp*
But lala didn't eat, as she has already eaten before we met.
After that, we went to Kbox, where we've already been planning to go...
We had almost a 3hrs of singing section, then we headed home :)
Sadly, we didn't take many pictures together, in fact only 1 -_-
We do planned to take more each time we meet, but we always forgot to :((((
Anyway, next time must snap snap snap MORE !!!

2009-04-13T12:55:00.001+08:00

I was rather emo right now.. I’m listening to some thai songs, and I realized that I really miss Thailand. Sorry readers, sounds like my blog is getting more and more bored. All I can say was, working life sucks and Thailand life’s great. Although thai are now having some freaking rioting problems again, and seems like they’re all some living creature without brains. But but but, I love this country so much. I know that I’m fortunate, whereby I’ve got this great opportunity to live in such beautiful country for nearly 3 years. Before I begin living life independently, I always got this mind set which is “I can never shop ALONE, how the hell will I do that.. I rather not shop and stay at home.” But after living @ Thailand, why not! I love to shop alone. I go everywhere alone.. Until my mom came to accompany me of course. Thailand’s no longer those grandmother’s mindset, where people always think that it’s a poor, dirty and dangerous country. It’s a great place to enjoy the leisure of life. Oh god, am I promoting? Hehehe. I watched news on tv last night, and there are people riot outside the world trade, which is the town area. So, it’s currently not a safe place to go also..

Just a thought of mine : Last time when I was urge to come back sg, it’s all because of someone.. But now I felt that I’m so silly, I live for myself, not for anyone else. If I could turn back time, I’ll not waste my time on others, I’ll not make any decisions just for anyone else. I will cherish my time there to learn and enjoy life. Stay as long as I like, how great would that be?

2009-04-09T22:27:00.004+08:00

It was very sweet of Rahcel sis.. She DIY this little card for me :))

And there's a little msg from her inside the card.
I read it right away when she passed it to me.. Hehehe..

She came back from her Malacca trip and she bought me a t-shirt and a pair of earring.
THANK YOU SIS !!!!!!!!! You really got my heart wherever you go, HA HA ;D

And last but not least, my mommy bought me a necklaces yesterday.
It was a white gold necklaces with small little diamonds on...
I was very touched, as it was long ago since she really bought me something :)
Honestly, it's not about how expensive the gift is....
but to know that those people you love dotes on you too !! ^^v

Went to JB last Sunday with my bb rachel & her lovely boyfriend.
When she called to me, I heard that she'll be going on Saturday,
so then I decided to cling on her.. Who knows, when I called her on Saturday,
she then told me that it was Sunday, and I'm the one who heard wrongly..
Though I'm alittle regret as, I really thought it was Saturday, at least I don't have to work tml !
But, promsie's promise, so I'll just GO.... In the end we didn't really had lots of fun.
However I felt that, as long as it's with her, I'm fine in going anywhere :)

Anyway I don't know why I took a long time to typed out this post,
plus it wasn't really a long post... Probably cos I never been blogging that's why.
AND I'm very very very tired now.. I'm going asleep. More updates coming!
Goodnight readers, buaibuai~ xoxo

2009-04-07T21:10:00.002+08:00

Hello readers.. I am very SORRY for not having the time to update my blog.
I've been very exhausted each and every time after work...
I promise to update once I've had any freeeee time.
I'm working from Monday to Friday. I reached home @ 7:30pm after work..
I had my dinner once I'm home. After dinner, it was 8:30pm.
I bring my dog down for a walk.. And it was 9pm after it.
I took a bath after that and it was 9:30pm. I surf the net awhile and it was 10pm..
I forced myself to sleep as I'll have to wake up early the next day for work again.
The above are all my routine ever since I start working...... That's why I say NO LIFE.
Luckily worst that, this coming Friday is GOOOOOOOOOD Friday.
I've earned another 1 more day to rest ;)

By the way, I've got lots of pictures to upload.. So PLEASE KINDLY WAIT FOR MY UPDATE :)
Goodnight everybodeee, loves!

2009-03-30T10:19:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not blogging for so many days. I've been working like E V E R Y D A Y,
except Sat & Sun of course. Just feel like nagging at my blog again cos today's Monday..
I know it's boring but please let me SAY IT OUT, Monday really very BLUE.
I woke myself up this morning for work @ 6:45 AM, the first thing that comes to my mind is,
"I don't wanna work already, I wanna go back and sleep.........."
Working life = No life, No working also = No life. Life's so miserable....

Anyway, I'm very touched with my family. Every morning when I wake up for work,
mommy would prepare breakfast for me. I told her not to, as she'll have to make the purpose
to wake up just for my breakfast. But she still does that every morning...
Last Saturday, she and korkor went to Thailand to find daddy. I already planned to prepare
breakfast myself.. Yet, this morning when I wake up, I saw a bowl of cereals on the table...
Guess what, my granny is the one who wake up so early just to prepare breakfast for me.
I'm very very touched... She's so cute, hehe. It's a breakfast that made with (("v")).

I really miss Thailand, I miss my colleagues, my working desk and my bedroom.
Living a live with ease @ THAILAND... How how how? Don't tell me I feel like going back again, OMG.
I feel like SLEEPING NOW SO BADLY !!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-25T21:04:00.003+08:00

Hello !! I promised to post up last x 2 Sat post with Reeie and Celest.
It's alil bit tooooo late, I know.. As I was waiting for Celest to post up,
and so that I can "kope" some pic from her blog hahaaa....

2 pretty princess :))

Celestina & Sammyyy :D

I don't know why, but I hate myself in this picture can..
But still I wanna post it up as this is the only pic of me and Reeie that day.
It's taken by my camera somemore, this has proven that Samsung camera sucks okay.
What smile shot somemore..........
Okay anyway, Reeie's really very sweet. Together we both were jobless that time,
I saw her putting efforts by keep finding some suitable jobs for me..
She'll keep an eye for me and ask if I would like to go for any interviews which she has.
You know why, cos she knows that I'm worry when I'm jobless.
At that time, my appreciation to her not very obvious laaaa :p lols
BUT honestly, I'm really touched with it. I wanna say "THANK YOU BABY" :)
Ultimately, I've got myself a job now but she hasn't...
So I hope she'll get a job job very very soon !!

You'll never know how much she loves DESSERT.
Anyway, it was niceeeeee, *slurp (-.^)v

And we took a neoprints ;)

2009-03-23T21:37:00.005+08:00

Sometimes I felt that, humans are the most confusing creature on earth.
I really HATE X 100000 working life.. Monday really very blue lor!!
I misses life in Thailand.. =( You see??!??!?! Confused right??!?!?!
I just realised 1 thing this morning when I'm on my way to work..
When I was in Thai working, I've never ever had Monday blues before, never ever!
Now I know how it feels like.. The feeling doesn't comes on Monday okay..
It begins on SUNDAY MORNING.

Anyway I've changed my blog song to Thai songs. Some are songs from my P'Golf <333>
I love his voice so muchhhh.. Heee Ooook, I know I'm alittle "..................".
That's about it today, NiteNite everybodeeee...... ^^

PS : btw don't be confused, this month is March already :D

2009-03-19T22:13:00.004+08:00

I'm very X 100000 tired now, gtg sleeeeeeeeep, will update tomorrow !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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2009-03-18T21:03:00.007+08:00

Just found myself a job. And today's 1st day of work... It was terrible.
Okay, I sound terrible cos in order to make the rest of the day ahead happy,
I must say things like "it's so fun today!!"........... =(((
I keep tell myself not to give up. I thought this is something which I want when I was in Thailand?
Aiiiiya, anyway change the subject, cos I'm off from work !

16th March (Monday) :

Meet up with my dearest Rachel at town, I told her that it might be our "last" time meeting,
as Wednesday I'll have to start working :((((
Can no longer slack with her as I like cos Rachy's working toooooo !

At around 6, Celest came down to meet me up after her school :))

The fan mess up my hair (@_@)!

A few says that, by looking at pic, me and celest look kinda alike.
But to be frank, she's so much so much prettier ;)

Last Saturday, we met up together with Baby Reeie too :)
Will update again on the next upcoming post (-.^)v

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2009-03-09T11:36:00.005+08:00

Saturday :

It's Emily & Ronnie's Big Day today. Attended their ROM in the afternoon at 12.
I heard that it supposed to held at 10:30 AM but because that, me and rachel was late,
Emily delayed the ceremony. We felt really really sorry.. lols.

We will be having lunch here after the ROM. The atmosphere looks pretty good,
Luckily me and Rachel wasn't under dressed, heee.
Guess they'll be holding another official wedding dinner probably next year.

Here it is, the married cert :)

The beautiful bride and me. I look silly right? haha

And of course, me and moii lovely Raaaachel.

Trying to act like a Cleopatra. HEHE

2009-03-05T12:20:00.003+08:00

I am back to my hometown. Trust me, I've got lots of lots of pictures to upload.
But I've been busying finding jobs.
So please be kind to wait till I'm done with all my important stuffs!!
I promise I'll meet up with all my friends too !!! hehehe
Happy happy day everybodeee ~

PS: Don't be sad my dearest Stella, I ❤ U

2009-03-02T12:43:00.000+08:00

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(Please note that this post will be temporarily set on before the latest update.)

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Size: Free
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Size: Large
Selling: SGD$35

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Size: Small
Selling: SGD$30

Item # 005 - Brand New White Flora Dress

Size: Small
Selling: SGD$13

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Size: Large (Waist-15 inches, Length-36.5 inches)
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2009-03-02T01:46:00.003+08:00

I know I'm useless and I know everything is not easy
I hope I can fly away from here now. I hate everybody

2009-02-25T12:10:00.001+08:00

21st Feb (saturday) :

It's Baobao's (god daddy's daughter) birthday today.
We were invited to a very beautiful log cabin restaurant for a long table dinner.
Many were attended, some even fly down from Europe and Singapore to attend the party.
Even more exaggerating, one of a thai artist also came down for the party.
Normally when it comes to my god daddy's daughter, everything's a matter.
The atmosphere was like so grand, baobao's so lucky. It was only a 6th years old birthday!!

Anyway, I agreed that I'm also very very lucky. God dad gave me a belated New Year angbao,
and it was a 1k Euros, which is about 2k SGD.
By right, I felt that I don't deserved such big red packet, as I didn't visit him during CNY.
Therefore mommy suggested me to buy something for god dad as a gift.

Daddy and mommy.

Joanna and Al.

22nd Feb (Sunday) :

Went to dad's friend house to have dinner.
And something really attracts me for the entire day.......

Her name is Sushi, a local breed and she's only 4months old !! Cuteeeeeee right? :)))
At the beginning she was afraid of us, whenever we came close, she'll show sign of hostility.
This dog is actually very different from other dogs I've encounter,
it actually took quite some time before the trust is built.
In another words, she's really testing my patience lah.. hahaha.
But at the end of the day, we still became friends :)))))

2009-02-19T13:54:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I was super angry with someone about something.
They really think that I'm a 3 years old kid with a square brain, fuck.
Anyway I don't wish emphasize it here, BUT,
I will never ever ever ever forget about it.

My sister-in law has arrived Bangkok yesterday,
so me and mommy went out shopping with her the whole day.
Literally we will be shopping all day all night for the following days also, haa.
Less than 2 more weeks and I'm leaving Bangkok, I will definitely miss here.
Not only shopping but the food also. And also Goofieeeee, I will miss him.. hehehe

These are all that I couldn't bear to leave..
Jojo is no longer around if not, he'll be the one that I'll miss the most the most ='(

2009-02-18T11:51:00.000+08:00



And now it's all the same to me
Be whatever you want to be
Go wherever you need to go
And when it all seems like a mistake
Take whatever you need to take
And leave the rest for my own sake

I will always
Go beside you
You will always
Understand me
And now, it's all the same to me
So be whatever you want to be
Go wherever you need to go
And when there's nothing left behind
Taken whatever you needed to
And leave it all into my mind

I will always
Go beside you
You will always
Understand me


I used to be very negative in life, used to be very emo.
I know I'd teared with this songs if I'm still living in the past now.
I'm glad that I did not. However I felt something....

2009-02-15T20:43:00.003+08:00

One very happy goodie news.. I just received my half month bonus from dad last night.
I heard that he actually didn't planned to give me any bonus before I left the company,
but toooooooooo badddddddd forrrrrrrrrrr himmmmmmmm.
My accountant told me that, dad's giving her, so he should give me TOO in order to be FAIR.

I'd already have things that I wish to buy.. Which is a good leather wallet.
Went out with mommy today, then I realised that her purse is sooooooooo OLD.
So I decided to buy 1 for her too :)

Mommy's.

Mine.

But it's not that bad yeah? heeee.. As a Valentine's gift for her, hope she'll likes it.